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Happy December, everyone!
I couldn't sleep last mor-night, League of Legends (and Arcane) kept my mind occupied and minutes before falling asleep, I dubiously pondered the possibility of picky-eating being a privilege. But then again, I'm a huge fussy eater in a way that I would gag out chicken tendons because I didn't like how it felt in my mouth. You would also find me refusing to eat the 'darker parts' of the chicken, or something, and anything that feels fatty and slimy and greasy. *gags* I tried swallowing my shit before (not literally), but I ended up losing my appetite, so I guess you could say that experiment was a big eeng! Marshmallows are also a big no-no, I can't handle the texture! It's all about textures, okay, I don't know why. But I'm absolutely not the type to veto restaurant orders or complain about the food (unless I've been food-poisoned!), and that lead me to think that food should be a source of enjoyment, not a source of misery. However, not everyone has that privilege, because oftentimes food for them is a source of survival and they haven't got any other options either due to destitution or the authority of their parents, the "you eat what's presented on the dining table" kinda thing.
Ha, on an unrelated note, I'm getting a new fitness mat soon! I also ordered a new pack of protein whey to boot. My bank account is screaming, and even though I rarely order protein whey because it's hella expensive (at least for someone my age), I still got one to make sure that I'm getting enough, aside from consuming whole foods. xD Hooray, salted chocolate! I also got me-self a bottle of castor oil for my nails because I didn't like the greasy afterglow texture of my jojoba-whatchamacallit moisturizer.
I couldn't sleep last mor-night, League of Legends (and Arcane) kept my mind occupied and minutes before falling asleep, I dubiously pondered the possibility of picky-eating being a privilege. But then again, I'm a huge fussy eater in a way that I would gag out chicken tendons because I didn't like how it felt in my mouth. You would also find me refusing to eat the 'darker parts' of the chicken, or something, and anything that feels fatty and slimy and greasy. *gags* I tried swallowing my shit before (not literally), but I ended up losing my appetite, so I guess you could say that experiment was a big eeng! Marshmallows are also a big no-no, I can't handle the texture! It's all about textures, okay, I don't know why. But I'm absolutely not the type to veto restaurant orders or complain about the food (unless I've been food-poisoned!), and that lead me to think that food should be a source of enjoyment, not a source of misery. However, not everyone has that privilege, because oftentimes food for them is a source of survival and they haven't got any other options either due to destitution or the authority of their parents, the "you eat what's presented on the dining table" kinda thing.
Ha, on an unrelated note, I'm getting a new fitness mat soon! I also ordered a new pack of protein whey to boot. My bank account is screaming, and even though I rarely order protein whey because it's hella expensive (at least for someone my age), I still got one to make sure that I'm getting enough, aside from consuming whole foods. xD Hooray, salted chocolate! I also got me-self a bottle of castor oil for my nails because I didn't like the greasy afterglow texture of my jojoba-whatchamacallit moisturizer.
